You will never be free until you love Him more than yourself.
You need to know that you belong, that you are desperately important to and desired by Him.
He craved you so much that He yielded to a cross to rescue you.
“God was in Christ, reconciling the world to Himself.” 2 Cor 5:19a
“He intensely craves the spirit that He made to dwell in you.” James 4:5