There is One of Whom to speak in any Christian About menu.
“(1) And I, brothers, when I came to you, did not come with excellence of speech or of wisdom, declaring to you the testimony of God. (2) For I did not determine to know anything among you, except Jesus Christ, and Him crucified.” 1 Corinthians 2:1-2
The message of the Bible is life from the dead. You can experience a brand new life.
Any sins that have overtaken you have been dealt with by a loving Father God through His Son Jesus Christ.
(6) Knowing this, that our old man (self) is crucified with Him, that the body of sin might be destroyed, that from now on we should not serve sin. (7) For he that is dead is freed from sin.” Romans 6:6-7
Anything crucified is dead. Your body of sin is destroyed. Jesus Christ made you die with Him on the cross and freed you from sin.
Because He made your old self die with Himself, you now have a new self who is free. Get to know Him and your new self.
You are free in Christ!